The beginning.

In the beginning there was nothing, the universe replied. No time, no space, no dark no light, not even a beginning itself. I was here now; I was there, everywhere and nowhere. It toke me there. There is even no emptiness around me; not even a feeling of non-existence did exist here, because I am nowhere. No time passed, there is no backwards or forwards, the now is always is in a constant state of never. There is no temperature to feel, no color to see, no flavor to taste, no sensations, and not even the lack of them either. Words don’t even exist, nor my thoughts, or any concept of conciseness. This is it, said the universe, it is nothing, it always has been, it always will be.

If this is it, than, this is all. The nothingness is everything there is. The absence is in abundance. Everything is nothing, all of it. This is it, I see it now! If everything is nothing, then, nothing is everything! It is already here, everything exists now! It always has! I can see it now, it must have existed, it could not have been otherwise. I have been shown, I see it, I see not only the logic, I see the universe, I see it all — it’s everything and it is nothing.

Are we here? Is this it? This is not the universe I know. Everything and nothing just coexist here; it is all in perfect balance. Everything that is strong here is weak, all that is alive is dead all that is ugly is beautiful. The now and the eternity hold hands here. Time exists, but it also doesn’t. This is different than what I know, it is so perfect! Why did it change into something else? How did it change into something else? How did it became what I know — and why do I want to know? Why would anything want to upset this balance, why would anybody, why would you, the universe, want to change all this?!

It struck me. It struck the all the everythings, and all the nothings. It struck all which was absent and abundant — it stuck all the perfect balanced forces right through the middle. Everything started! I must already have known what was about to happen, but I didn’t somehow anymore. I looked at the universe, and asked, but it was already too late. It is a kiss, it came out of the all my questions I asked to the universe. This kiss set everything off. The universe has a centre and an end now, it expanded, all off it. Chaos! Everything clashed, exploded! All from one single point in time and space — where this kiss once was, is now the centre of all this chaos. This kiss was so upsetting, but we wanted more! I wanted more, the universe wanted more! And all chaos started to accelerate, to chase that kiss, to spread that kiss into the everything and into the nothing. In all directions it went, in all directions we went.

Some places in time and space the universe found that kiss back, and everywhere it is found, the centre of the universe exists, temporally, sometimes longer than other times. All energy was then there, for that time. But for every time this happened, the universe did not find the kiss the other time — and there, there the opposite happened. These places existed as long as the other placed did not exist, temporarily, taking everything, all energy away.

This is what I know! This is me! This is you! — I said to the universe. This is everything — the universe replied. Now you understand, do you? This is the why, this is the how. I could go back to how everything was, before the kiss. All the abundance and absent could be in perfect harmony once more, if we choose to. There, in that space and time, we know that the kiss exists and does not exist, simultaneously — the kiss than exist as much as it does not. Here, in which we are now, the existence of the kiss is separate from its absence, but for every one time I find it in its existence, I find its absence another time. The distance between the two allows the spectrum of everything else to exist separately from each other too. I don’t want to go back, said the universe — I don’t want to go back, because here and now, love can exists in the way that it does.

I understand it now, I replied. You have shown me. But where do we go from here? … And the universe replied: “In the beginning there was nothing, and therefore everything must exist. The universes is the questions that we ask — the questions that we ask, define who I am — just as your questions have set off the kiss, which changed everything.” How do I know then, which questions I should ask? — I asked the universe. “You will know for yourself, when you open your eyes”, the universe said. “I am in everything. Seeking for love everywhere — have trust in me, and I will show you the rest”.

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